im afraid of...

im afraid.... of well yeah spiders and snakes but other things like being alone, being a disappointment, hurting someone.. and then the other things that you wouldnt know unless you were in my mind. like i am afraid of going on a roller coaster. i love roller coasters but that feeling when you get on and think to yourself... one thing breaks and im dead. im afraid of starring at someone too long and them thinking im a petafile. of someone being in my shower. #1 rule... check behind the curtin before you get in. of losing someone close to me. of akward hugs and of thugs. of someone being in my back seat at night... of crashing on skis.. manikins... yeah i know im weird.