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To my mom: I promise ill clean my room when i get home! Thank you for everything!!

To the lady who cut me off this morning: Really bitch??????

To my dad: Im sorry for being stubborn but what you did was wrong. You cant expect forgiveness after something like that. I wish it was that easy but you cut deep this time. You ruined everything! Im trying to do this...

To the kid in the hall: sorry for running into you.

To the kids in the middle of the hall: MOVE!!!! YOU HAVE NO FRIENDS!!!

To the guys at the gym: Please put some other pants on. I don't want to see that stuff. Its not hot at all.

i feel like writing about someone else today...

enough about me and my crap! lets see what is going on in the world. what kind of people are out there??

                   

               awwh thats cute!!

                          anybody else love this guy??

                                  im sure he has an amazing personality!!

                             precious right??

my late space post because i spaced... (haha get it??)

freak where do i begin... i cant even think of what im going to do with my life after high school.

                  school??

                                      school and work??

                                                                        party??

                                                                                         where am i supposed to get the money for            
                                                                                                                                             school??

i need a plan. or else im gunna be worthless. im scared but excited. like getting on the rocket at lagoon!

life is better

Spring break week marks me being here in Utah and being sober for 2 years. I wish i could take some machine and go back and write a letter to myself for those 11 months i was with dad and his whore.
It would probably say something like...

"Just hear me out for a minute. Life is about to get really hard. Dad is in love with her. Yeah her. Yes i know you liked her. She was way cool and chill but she is only trying to get you on her side because they are going to ruin everything. Don't take that first sip. It wont do anything to help. It is actually going to hurt you. Don't hurt yourself. Please for us. Just get through this. Don't forget mom. She is worried about you... She loves you so much and just wants the best for you. Promise me... Pinky swear??

Me

legends never die kid.

"legends never die".
Babe Ruth said to Benny in the sandlot.

                                                 so do we really die??

to someone in the world, we mean the world to them. so each of us die legends in someones eyes. from this day forward do something to make a difference. we all want to die with some meaning right?

oh and don't forget to aim high and never settle for less then perfect. like ham!