a normal day in my mind.

what if i look like a hot mess today and dont impress him? am i good enough for him? i need to save more money for important things... do i really have to work today? what if i do something today to disappoint my momma? i am getting sick of being at lone peak. i wish i could just graduate right now. what do i need to do to graduate? i wonder what adventure im going to go though today! i just wish i wasnt so caught up in something stupid... i dont regret anything. please lord just help me though this day. make it a good one. amen.